Pause for pondering

This week, almost the entire week, I have suffered from a strange gnawing insomnia. A bastard insomnia that allowed me to sleep at 11PM, only to wake me at 4AM. I attributed it to nicotine, caffeine, and wanting to accomplish something unaccomplishable. I have many people I should be emailing. I have so many people I should be emailing that I even made a list of them on paper. Yet I'm not. I think I may be building up an intolerance to communicating. That sometimes silence says it all. Furious silence.